Tuesday, May 20, 2008
I wonder what happen to me today ? Feeling so mood less and maybe getting a little small gas. I don't know if it's because i'm having menses and my mood got bad ? Seriously i doubt it is because of that. Cause this never happen before. I don't know whats happening. Maybe i'm way too tired that's why ? I keep telling myself to cool down. What's worse is that i keep waking up in the middle of the night. I woke up maybe more than 3 times. And the feeling was horrible. So sleepy yet keep waking up. Mummy and sister woke me up at 6. I told them times and times that lesson starts late. My hand phone kept ringing and i find it noisy. Around 7+ Jason called. He say good luck for my test. And yes ! How does he know that i've got test today ? How does he even know that i didn't even study at all ? Maybe it's just me, cause i don't really study and don't really seems to bother if there's test. But this time i take it seriously. I really will study and work hard. Prove to all that i can make it through. Even though this isn't the course i really wanted, i'll still work hard for it. Sometime in life, you won't be able to get what you want. So i've got to accept it. Learn what i can and work hard for it to make a success. Some other people who wants to study but couldn't. So, i guess i'm the lucky ones that is able to study with the support of friends and family. Times and times i keep thinking of all the stupid rubbish thoughts. I really got to stop thinking about it and think positively. I know i was spoilt last time but this time no. Thinking about it make me feel bad and make me wonder if that's really me ? I just can't believe how spoilt i was in the past. But this time, i've learn lots of things and maybe have the willing to learn. I agree that i still have some stupidity childishness in me. I'm trying my best to change. ((:Where ever i go out, i see sales ! Singapore is trying to say IT'S SHOPPING TIME ! And yes ! I really do need some shopping badly ! I'm so so so so stress and the only way to make me relax is shopping. I love shopping like small girls love to be vain. HAHA ! I'm saying rubbish. So ignore that part. I miss shopping with friends, darlings and best friend forever(besties). The only darling that i hardly meet up is SEOW WEI ! Darling ! When will you ever be free for some shopping, hang out or maybe some drinks ? I really do miss having dinner/supper with you. I've met Iris a few times and i'm still missing her like mad. Junjie, it have been years since i last met you ! Jason, met up a few times and you still love to speak rubbish that makes me laugh like mad at times ! WenYan and Michelle is being miss too. Miss working with both of you and chit chat till that idiot guy come and nag at us. Miss having supper, outing and Kbox with both of you too. That "big brother" WeiLun is being miss too. Seriously, without any quarrel with you, my life feel so boring cause you this small gas only know how to make those stupid actions and make the whole vivo team laugh. Carrie, Min Cheng, Fely,Jiahao,xinwen those group is being miss too. Though we hardly meet up, i bet all of you are still the same. Lots of jokes, rubbish and laughter. Anyway, MEET UP SOON ! Every single one of you ! Meet up soon ! ((:
-i miss old vivo team. ((:
Hui Shan and Hui qing is going out on Thursday. She asked if i wanna go too. They are going to town. You know you know GUCCI ? GUCCI ! Yes yes yes ! I really do wanna join both of you. I pray that the stupid Guest Information Project is be done ASAP ! Wonder what project is that. Make us go around to hunt for whatever places ? And still got to take it photo with it. Find it silly but after some thinking, it's for my own good. ((:
I'm trying to work hard and really study. I'm also trying to tell myself that this week no drinking for me. But i'll go next week. ((:
PHOTOS !
That's DirtyDucky and Beanbag. Names are given by Jonic(Jo). ((:
Liling was the one that add in the dirty to my ducky. So it became dirty ducky. ((:
Lunch At Orchard Hotel .
We force our Youngest Uncle to do this ! ((:
I MISS SEOW WEI REAL LOTS ! ((:
Thursday- guest info. project. / Meet Hui Shan and Hui Qing for some shopping at town.
Friday- Grandmother's place for dinner ? / Drinking is a no no ?
Saturday- Shopping?
Sunday- No plans yet.
Monday- School
Tuesday- School
Wednesday- Havana Night Party
Thursday- School
Friday- School./ Grandmother's place/ Drinking.
Saturday-Drinking ?
6June- Service
7June- Celebration of Ammie and my birthday in advance.
I've once heard. And I can't let go.
In a book, in a line, in a song, i've once heard.
I feel so uninspired My head is battling with my heart
I'm back where i belong and i'm waiting.
infinately true.
9:30 pm